let the fear spill (i'm afraid) **

WARNING: LANGUAGE

Oh my God!
I'm so afraid, I'm so
Fucking afraid I'm losing myself
Losing this sense of control


But what can I control
When there's nothing left?


And I'm lost, I'm lost!
I'm so fucking gone
Someone took my map
And left me stranded
Alone!


Fear runs in my veins
And I'll slice deep to
Let it out!
Let out the fear!


Tell it to show its ugly face!
I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid!


What made you so scared?


I'll let the fear spill!
(But god I'm so afraid)
Let the fear spill
(I'm afraid!)


I'm afraid to let the fear spill!



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TITLE: Let The Fear Spill (I'm Afraid)
SUBJECT: Fear
The thing I'm most afraid of is losing myself. I'm afraid that one day I actually will self-harm, or I'll go off the deep end and commit suicide. That is my biggest fear.


Okay, so I started a challenge. For thirty days, I have to write one poem a day, for the subject that is listed for that day. I realize that these will probably end up becoming lazier and lazier... but it's still a chance for me to exercise my poetic skills.
If anyone wants the challenge, I can PM it to them.

Emotive. It's very good.
Sounds like it would make an especially good song.

Yes. I want a challenge wahaha. Actually I'm serious, lol. I'm kind of busy this month, but maybe next. I haven't written any poems in a long time. I miss them! D:

I was actually going for a song-like feel. <3
Yay for picking up on it! ^^

Alrighty, I'll send it your way then. c:
..AND SENT. ^^
Make sure you post yours up too!

Same with the other poem. The swearing sort of ruins it.

That's a pretty scary fear. O.o