Loneliness I Create

by **Holleh** Mon Apr 25, 2011 3:15 am

Eh. I was bored. Wanted to vent some... Stuff. Yeah. So, here ya go.

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Never felt lonelier than this
Call me pathetic,
But I just care too much
And I wish I didn’t

Push those closest away
Just to see who cares enough
To put together the pieces once again
To prove to me they are my friend

I fool myself into believing it’s hate;
These reckless words and self-constraint
But I think I lost the love I needed most
And I’ve become a soulless host

I pushed you away
To see if you cared enough to stay
But now it’s all too clear:
We have nothing here

But that’s okay
I’ll be fine
I’ll find my way
In time

I guess this is fate
It was meant to happen
I guess it’s too late
And now I’m left
With the loneliness I create